December 6, 2009

First Love

Not necessary your first couple, or some kind of puppy love. It's the one you really felt into and the one you would like to get married with..

First love...

Was the sweetest
Was the one you might remember for the rest of your life
Was the one that taught you the most
Was the one that gave you great memories
Was the one that gave you great experiences as well
Was the one that might change you to become a better, stronger person

When it's over

Was the hardest to let go of
Was the one you kept on telling yourself "Let it go. Let it go."
Your mind said "It's over. That's it"
Your brain added "Don't be stupid. There's must be someone else for you"
Yourself said "You're strong. You're not that weak"
But then you couldn't deny deep in your heart said
"There might be some hope. Even a very little tiny one"

And it went for hours, days, or weeks, or months or even years?
Until you found someone else
Or your first love didn't want to contact you anymore
Or when he/she is getting married
That's when your brain reminded you again
"This is it. This is it. Full stop. No more hope. And it's the best for both of you"
This time, your heart agreed with your brain
But then your heart still felt extremely painful. Damn sad. And you found water running on your cheek..

And life goes on...

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

em.dun put any hope cos it might ruin urself.sometimes life is unfair.when u want it badly,u might get hurt or hurt others.when this happen,da best thing u can do is to keep urself in ur own world.

fzmy said...

erm...eto...
is it this post has something to do with the thing u wanna tell me??
coz i can guess when u said u have something to tell...
neway,,,u should just learn to let it go....i noe it's pain...
n really hurt too...
but the sake of ur life...pleaz..just let it go ok...
u knoe,,i got this quote in some movie..dun remember tho...
"u should take care of ur heart..it's painful rite???so dun let ur heart felt that pain anymore.."
well...ja ne...

faiz said...

owoh...rabok speaking bi blake...guane ni?
ak dok reti ah bi kina...tapi aci dok nok ngomeng etek?

e-liex said...

anon : that's life i guess...
fzmy : nanti kt g d8ing e...
faiz : gle pekat ganu mu.. ak dop paham ar...

fzmy said...

okai..t kite kuar ek...

blur_nanny said...

first love is suck!!

faiz~ ok wat..ganu pn speakg gak kn? haha

e-liex said...

blur_nanny : ckp dr pglmn sndr? huhuhu. hidup ganu!!! hahhaha

Anonymous said...

xsemua y kita nk kat dunia ni kita bleh dpat.. namun yakin dan percayalah, Allah dah aturkan yang terbaik untuk kita...
kita merancang,Allah mrncng.. dan perancangan Allah lah y sebaik2 nye... u know me..

e-liex said...

anon : yup. i know u... even from d 1st sentence also i've known it's u..