November 23, 2009

Love Letter to Mr Study Mood

Dear Mr Study Mood,

It's been ages since the last time we met. Dont you miss me? I know, i'm the one whom abandon you... I'm sorry... Since entering the clinical year, i always feel tired.. balik2 kelas jek, terus terbongkang. But.. why don't you go and seek for me? You know what? Your best friends, the TWIN 'T', Mr Test and Mr Tutorial always come and see me.. Why don't you come together with them? Because you're not around, i didn't do so well when i met the TWIN 'T'. I didn't give my best...

Dear Mr Study Mood,

Your rivals always come drop by. Sometimes, not just for minutes, Mr Game Mood and Mrs Sleep Mood also spend their time with me for hours. Don't you feel jealous? I don't want to betray you, but if your rivals keep on looking and taking care of me, I'm afraid I'll lose to their charms. Do you want me to be taken by them? You know what? Last week when i came back home, Mr Game Mood kept on hitting on me by introducing a game that i've missed to play for soooo long which is Worms Armageddon. He kept asking me to bring his new device back to college but i dont want to cause i know i'll fall for it. Not enough of that, Mrs Sleep Mood also kept on hitting on me with the cold-nice-to-sleep weather with the comforter and fluffy pillow, It's really hard for me to not fall for it. I really hope you can save me from all this Mr Study Mood...

Dear Mr Study Mood,

I know one of the reasons you didn't come by is because most of your buddies are on holidays right? I know most of them have been 'released' last week. Not much of your species still on tide and serve their responsibilities...  They've been switched to Mrs Holiday Mood, Mr Game Mood, Mrs Sleep Mood and even Mr Blogging Mood right? I don't ask for much, but please, bear with me...

Dear Mr Study Mood,

I really really really need you right now. I'm begging you to be by my side. Not for a long time, just about a week until next Thursday.. cause Mr Test is coming on Tuesday and Thursday and then your BFF, Mr Final Exam. I want to be prepared. I want to give my best and show what can i do to your best friends. I don't want to face them without you... And i don't have any other support such as Mrs Study Week. Thus, please please please accompany me till next Thursday can you? Without you,  I can't really face the notes. With you by my side, i can even finish up 20 notes or more per day. So, please come and save me from your rivals. You do love me right? I promise i'll serve you with your favorite drinks, juices/yogurt drinks ( i know you don't really like coffee and nescafe even it can keeps Mrs Sleep Mood away) and your favorite food, chocolate! See you soon! err...  i mean in a minute! No, i mean now!

-Nasiha Sakina-

"in order to succeed, our desire for success should be greater than our fear of failure"

November 18, 2009

Love Quotes


"Love is like a butterfly.. The more you chase it, the more it eludes (avoids) you.. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.. So take your time and choose the best.."

So, jangan terburu-buru.. tengok sume orang dah ada partner masing2, kita pun sibuk nak couple gak..  Let it comes naturally... Jodoh masing2 kan dah ditetapkan sejak azali lagi.. Tak pun, cuba baca entry ni.. mana tau boleh buat korang rasa sedap hati sikit...


"Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person.. It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.."

Kepada yang masih ragu2 "betul ke pilihan aku ni?" i think u can stand on this quote..


"Never say "I love you" if you don't care.. Never talk about feelings if you aren't there.. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.. Never look in the eyes when all you do is lie.. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.."

Soooo true! Cuba korang bayangkan kalau adik beradik korang yang kena penangan playboy/palygirl ni sampai hidup jadi terumbang ambing? mesti sedih and sakit hati kan?


"Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry".. Not "where are you", but "I'm right here".. Not "how could you", but "I understand".. Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".."

Ada ke kawan kina yang dah kahwin..? Yang berangan nak kahwin ramai ar.. (Ada sesape terasa tak? hehehe)


"The true measure of compatibility is not the years being spent together but how good you are for one another.."

Di kesempatan ini, kina ucapkan tahniah and kahwin jangan lupa jemput!


"Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks, but to learn from them.."

Maybe i should hold on this quote as well...


How to fall in love: Fall but don't be stumble (make mistakes).. be consistent but not too persistent (refuse to let go very badly).. share and never be unfair.. understand and try not to demand.. and get hurt but never keep the pain..


"It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.. but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.."

Am i still in this category? Hopefully not~


"Love hurts when you break up with someone.. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.."

Please read this. Listen to the song..


"A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love.. but only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be.. and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.. Let go....."

Easier said than done....


My wish for you, is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish..

Question : Korang tergolong dalam kategori yang mana satu...?

Thanx to fifie ierina

p/s-iye.iye. sepatutnya ku belajar. exam tak sampai 2 minggu pun lagi. dah la takde study week. ni bila nak insaf ni wahai nasiha sakina?! 

Apa2 pun...

"Love your life"

November 8, 2009

It is Good to be Home

Sejak masuk uni ni, kina balik umah at least 2 minggu sekali. Kalau boleh setiap minggu. Sebab utama, nak hilangkan stress. Dulu kat matrix tak balik umah 2,3 bulan pun cool jek. Kat sini, tak balik 2 minggu, boleh gila jadinya. So, kina sangat kagum ngan coursemates kina yang umah jauh yang jenis tak boleh balik selalu. Camne lah diorang boleh bertahan ek...?

Apa yang seronoknya kat umah? Basically takde pe2 yang special pun.. cuma...

too much sleeping boleh bukak kilang taik mata ar..
too much eating balik umah jek confirm naik 1-2kg
too much resting menghilangkan stress~~~
too much watching tv balas dendam tak tengok kat kolej
too much youtube-ing sebab tenet kat kolej yang cam hampas
too much usik-ing my sis love it!
too much reading my sis' books apa kejadahnya suka baca buku budak2.. ish3
too much shopping tapi pow mak la~ hehehe
and last but not least, too much i-dont-want-to-go-back-to-college!

"Being deeply loved by someone gives u strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage"

November 5, 2009

Patient oh Patient~~~ #1

wLife as a clinical year dental student..

Bermula tahun tiga, kitorang akan mula ada patient masing-masing. Real patients. Macam-macam kerenah yang kitorang jumpa. Ada yang baik, kelakar, sempoi, sporting, compliance tapi tak kurang jugak yang tak dengar kata, selalu tak datang (FTA-fail to attend), berdolak-dalik and macam-macam lagi.

Tahun tiga ni, kitorang cuma boleh amek patient cons (conservative-tampal gigi) and patient prostho (prosthodontic-gigi palsu). Patient cons memang ramai, ada tu sampai dah 2, 3 tahun tunggu barulah dipanggil.. Nak wat camne, waiting list memang panjang and kitorang as a student buat of course la lambat sikit.. Yela.. kene supervisor check.. takut-takut lagi.. Patient prostho pulak asyik takde jek.. especially untuk yang 3rd year sebab jenis kes yang kitorang boleh buat pun terhad kan..

So, kali ni kina nak cerita kerenah patient prostho kina n my partner yang menyebabkan tercetusnya idea nak tulis entry ni sebab kecewa and sedih sangat ngan patient prostho...

Patient prostho #1

Setelah 2 kali clinical session tak dapat patient, (yela.. time tu satu batch nak patient baru kan.. Bilangan patient pulak terhad..) so, bila dapat folder patient, rasa sangat excited and happy. First time lah katakan... Tapi, bila call patient,dia cakap tak nak terima rawatan la pulak.. okla.. terpaksa discharge and masuk beratur balik dalam senarai nak amek patient lain..

Patient prostho #2

Sanggup rush balik dari HUKM ke fakulti sampai kene RM20 naik teksi kena marah ngan akak kaunter pendaftaran lagi untuk dapatkan folder patient ni.. Bila call patient, yey! Dia boleh datang! Tapi, bila check folder patient tu dah rasa pelik. Aik, apsal kat situ ada tulis "Folder taken by *****/5th year" tapi buat tak tau jekla sebab ingatkan senior tu yang buat PCC(cam nak tapisla 3rd year boleh tak buat..). Skali, bila patient datang, dah siap amek primary impression (acuan gigi) lagi, dia gtau la ada orang lain call dia.. Rupa-rupanya, patient tu senior yang punya cuma senior tu tak report kat jabatan prostho, maka kekeliruan pun berlaku.. TERPAKSALAH bagi patient tu kat senior. Sangat sedih sebab patient tu sangatlah baik and bagi kerjasama...

Patient prostho #3

Bila dapat folder patient ni, rasa sangat happy sebab dapat kes yang senang-complete denture(semua gigi takde). Bila call patient, dia pun cam excited nak dapat gigi baru. So, bila first time dia datang, dah siap amek primary impression lagi tanya la boleh datang tak the next appointment.. Dia cakap "boleh.boleh.boleh". Bila tiba the next appointment, tetiba patient tak boleh datang sebab demam.. ok.. takpe lagi. The next appointment, dia  gagal dihubungi. Bukan gagal la tapi patient ni takde handphone so, kena call dia through husband dia dulu.

10 a.m ari sabtu

"Hello. Blablabla(introduce myself). Madam *** boleh datang tak hari isnin ni pukul 10 pagi"
"ha? nanti. nanti saya bagitau dia. nanti saya suruh dia call balik. Saya tengah busy keje ni"

2.00p.m ari ahad

"Hello. Blablabla(introduce myself). Madam *** boleh datang tak hari isnin ni pukul 10 pagi"
"ha? nanti. nanti saya bagitau dia. nanti saya suruh dia call balik. Saya tengah busy keje ni"
"Tapi dia tak call pun bagitau boleh datang ke tak.."
"ok.ok. Nanti saya suruh dia call. Tengah busy. Saya kerja ni"

10.00pm ari ahad

"Hello. Blablabla(introduce myself). Madam *** boleh datang tak hari isnin ni pukul 10 pagi"
"ha? nanti. nanti saya bagitau dia. nanti saya suruh dia call balik. Saya tengah busy keje ni"
"Tapi dia tak call pun bagitau boleh datang ke tak.."
"ok.ok. Nanti saya suruh dia call. Tengah busy. Saya kerja ni"

10am ari isnin-the appointment day
"Truut.. truut.. truut.. tuuutt.."

Tak nak angkat tu! ok.. fine.. try la guna handphone kawan..

"Hello. Blablabla(introduce myself). Madam *** boleh datang tak appointment ari ni?"
"oo.. saya sudah bagitau sama dia.. dia kata dia boleh.. dia akan call u back.."
"tapi dia tak call balik pun.."
"ok.ok. saya suruh dia call u.. saya tengah keje ni"

Pagi, petang, siang, malam, weekend, weekday sume ngah kerja. Memang workaholic!

Call balik 45 minit kemudian
"the number you have dialed......"

So, hantar la mesej..
"hello. blablabla (introduce lagi). the next appointment will be on thursday 10 am. Please do inform us either you can come or not.tq"

Ari khamis pun menjelma...
situasi yang sama pun berlaku...

ok. Memang patut kina and my partner discharge this patient sebab dah 3 kali FTA. Tapi, rasa berat hati nak lepaskan sebab ni dah la patient yang ketiga, orang lain dah buat secondary impression, kitorang duk terkial-kial lagi.. Then, kes senang kan.. complete denture.. Rasa berat la nak lepaskan.. So, call la lagi patient sambil sedikit mengugut..
"Kalau tak datang lagi next week kitorang terpaksa discharge tau uncle"
"Ok.Ok. Nanti saya bagitau isteri saya."(Suara cam takut-takut sikit) 

The next appointment
"Ok.ok. Boleh datang"

Tunggu punya tunggu, sampai dah pusing satu bangunan cari patient tu.. takde jugak.. 4 kali FTA. What can we do? DISCHARGE (i hate this word now) lagi! Kalau taknak, cakap jekla direct taknak.. Takyah la bagi harapan sampai kitorang membazir masa tak wat pe2 4 clinical sessions tu.. Clinical sessions tu bukannye boleh diganti-ganti...

Patient prostho #4

1st time datang.. ok jek..
2nd time datang.
Tiba-tiba (dalam bahasa mandarin. so, kina tak faham sangat. Ni apa yang ditranslate by my partner)

"I taknak buatla.. lama sangat.. Kalau buat kat private, kejap jek" (ok. memang kitorang buat akan agak lambat, dalam lebih kurang 1- 1.5 bulan baru siap)

Then, my partner and friends pun try la pujuk dia.. Cakap kalau buat kat private mahal la.. Kitorang boleh bagi time slip la..

"ok.ok. nanti auntie fikir."

So, kitorang pun proceed la ngan primary impression.. Dah down and hilang semangat sebab dapat rasa kitorang akan kehilangan patient yang ke4!!! orang lain ada yang dah siap dah!!!

"Yang kat atas tak payah amek la.. auntie nak buat gigi palsu bawah jek"
(Ok. Memang nak amek impression yang atas rasa nak termuntah sikit. Rasa tak best sikit. Tapi, still boleh tahan...)

Padahal tinggal 7 batang gigi jek yang atas tu.. So, kitorang pun tanyalah Dr, boleh ke nak buat bawah jek? Pastu Dr cakap la nak buat bawah jek pun, kene amek impression yang atas jugak.

Patient terus taknak, amek barang dia, cakap sorry (nasib baik cakap!) and berlalu pergi.. Time tu rasa sangat-sangat-sangat stress, kecewa, sedih, geram. Rasa nak nangis jek. My partner pun air mata dah bertakung dah. Kina.. Erica... Tahan.. tahan.. Sabar... sabar....

Begitulah alkisahnya.. Rasa macam.. apsallah kitorang nye patient sume ade problem? Kitorang garang ke? Kitorang ganas sangat ke? Mungkin kitorang jek yang tak bernasib baik.. Mungkin takde rezeki lagi. Ya Allah.. Harap-harap, patient ke-5 nanti semuanya berjalan lancar...

p/s- ada sorang patient kawan kina yang sangat memahami keadaan kitorang as students. "Anak makcik suruh makcik buat kat private jek kalau lama sangat.. Tapi makcik kesiankan kamu yang nanti takde patient.." Kalaulah semua patient macam ni...

"Life has its Ups n Downs. Sometimes the sun shines, sometimes the rain lashes, but then it takes both the Sun and Rain to make a Rainbow"

November 1, 2009

Cuci the Musical~

Korang pernah tengok teater tak?

For the first time, setelah 2 tahun setengah duduk Jalan Temerloh ni yang terletak 5 minit naik kereta atau 10 minit jalan kaki dari Istana Budaya (IB), 30 Oktober 2009 mencipta sejarah pabila Kina, Yana, Kak Erni and MakSu Da akhirnya menjejakkan kaki di atas carpet Panggung Sari, IB... (intro gampang giler kan?)

Kenapa Cuci the Musical (CTM)?

At first, takde la rasa nak tengok sangat.. tapi ntah apsal ramai pulak coursemate yang gi tengok and diorang sume kata best, maka terdetiklah untuk gi tengok.. baru terdetik. Then, yana pulak ajak dengan bersungguh-sungguh maka termakan jugalah pujukan beliau.. ditambah lagi tengah kaya JPA baru masuk and harga tiket yang okla student price upper circle kat tepi RM35 and lambat lagi nak exam.. (budak-budak FSKB baca ni mesti panas jek.. :P) akhirnya kupergi jua..

How was it?

Yang Cambest

Memang lawak giler! Penat gelak. Lagi lawak dari the film. Kalau korang memang peminat cerita-cerita santai, lawak and nak release tension, you should watch CTM. Sepanjang 3 jam, dijamin korang akan gelak  paling lama tak gelak pun 10 minit!

Sebagai orang yang baru first time tengok so cam jakun sikit, rasa cam kagum ngan pentas yang boleh gerak, how they change the scenes, the audio yang sangat puas hati...

Yang Kureng Sikit..

Usage of camera and handphone is STRICTLY prohibited. Kina ada la try2 jugak nak amek gambar (memang gampang la...) especially ada satu scene hans isaac ngan vanida imran yang romantik sangat.. Terus kene spot ngan laser pointer.. huhu..

Seat yang kureng sikit.. Yela.. yang paling murahla katakan.. Kalau korang nak beli tiket harga yang sama ngan kina, beli yang sebelah kanan sebab banyak scene sebelah kiri. Kalau tengah kaya sikit, belilah yang kat tengahnya... Kalau kaya banyak, beli yang betul-betul front seat! hehe

The Conclusion

Susah la nak review.. Better korang tengok sendiri~~~ Kepada yang dah terdetik nak tengok, silalah klik. Sampai 8 Nov jek! Haiyaku!

Barisan pelakon

The crowd

Me and yana

p/s-lately ni ngah gila lagu ni.. chiisana tenohira by aqua timez :)

"It is not length of life, but depth of life"